For those who have yet to experience the thrill of stepping beyond the closet door for the first time,
here's a hypothetical account of something similar to what you might expect to experience that first
trip out the door. Anticipate a mixture of thrills, fears, and unexpected exhilaration. To be really
creative with a title for our little story, I'll just call it.......
It's past 11PM and for the last two and a half hours you've been carefully putting on your makeup,
fixing your hair, polishing your nails (fingers AND toes), and putting on your feminine finery. You've
decided that the time has arrived and tonight was going to be the big night that you finally took that
first step out the door of the room you've always kept yourself confined in after having all that fun
transforming yourself into the lady you keep locked inside most of the time. Nervous? Sure you are! And
there are thousands of questions and doubts going through your mind right now as tiny beads of
perspiration begin to form in anticipation of what you're trying to do here. You quickly try to calm
yourself as you look in the full length mirror for the hundredth time looking for any tiny flaw that
might be a clue to others that you're not the lady you appear to be. There are none. A perfect makeup
job, hair fixed just so-so, a stylish and tasteful dress that's not so flamboyant that it would attract
any unwanted attention, a new pair of stockings, and a pair of open-toes pumps with a moderate two inch
heel.
Into your purse you've put your wallet (with ID, driver's license, and money), key to the door, EXTRA
key to the door, your compact, lipstick, and any other essentials you could think of that you might
possibly need. Your car keys are in your hand in readiness for when you finally work up the courage to
step outside that door. The car itself is about fifty feet from the motel door and you know that you
have to walk that distance to reach it's relative safety and security. You turn off all the lights in
the room except the one controlled by the switch next to the door. First you look out the peep hole for
any signs of movement or activity. Finding none you pull back the curtain very slightly and have a
better look. You listen so intently you can hear the blood running through your body propelled by a
heart that's running well over its normal rate. Once again you look outside, place your hand on the
doorknob, and slowly turn it until the door latch releases. Immediately you turn off the last light in
the room and open the door about an inch or so while continuing to look and listen. No sounds, no one
talking or walking, no nearby movements - just the sound of traffic out on the street and two people at
a phone booth a half-block away. You make the decision that it's now or never and finally pull the door
open. Cool night air immediately circulates deliciously up under your dress as your heart rate
increases and you step across the threshold pulling the door closed behind you. Summoning up everything
at once that you've 'trained' yourself to do at this moment you begin the walk to your car.
In the short fifty foot distance to your car a flood of feelings and emotions come over you and these
serve to calm your fears somewhat and at the same time further excite you. Physical as well as mental
feelings you've never felt before become pronounced now. Things that genetic women seldom, if ever, pay
much attention to are highly noticeable to you. There is a distinctly feminine sound made by the heels
of fashionable footwear for women as they walk across a paved surface and you become keenly aware that
YOU are the one who is now creating this sound. the cooling movement of air around your stocking clad
legs under your dress is something new and unique as is the soft swishing sound of your stockings with
each step you take. A soft breeze plays with your hair as you take deliberately shorter more dainty
steps than you do normally. There's that faint odor of the delicate perfume you're wearing as it mixes
with the night air and finds it way to your nose. You notice the gentle swaying and bouncing of your
'breasts' each time you take a step and you can feel the hem of your dress just barely caressing your
legs as it sways back and forth as you walk. There's a euphoric feeling that defies any manner of
description right about now as you realize that you're finally OUT in the open fully dressed as an
attractive woman.
Upon finally reaching the car you unlock it and have yet another new experience getting in. You find
that to remain lady like you must first sit down and then swing both legs in simultaneously as you turn
in the seat. You must also reach down and sweep your dress in to avoid closing the door on it. Once
you're seated and locked the doors you place the key in the ignition and start the engine. You notice
that even the brake and accelerator pedals feel different when you have on ladies shoes. You reach
across to your left and pull the seat belt across to buckle it. Immediately you notice how your
upper-right arm pushes against your right breast as you reach for the seat belt. As you snap it into
the buckle the shoulder strap situates itself and comes to rest between your breasts almost like it was
fitted to do so. Placing your foot on the brake you pull the gearshift into drive and pull out of the
parking lot and onto the street.
At the first traffic light another car pulls up next to you. You are terrified that this person is
going to recognize that you're a guy so you avoid looking over at him or her and pretend to be checking
your makeup or hair in the rear-view mirror until the light finally changes and both of you pull away.
This same experience will be repeated several times unless you get on an interstate and do most of your
driving there. During the drive you notice all kinds of differences in driving as a woman versus as a
man. You pay a lot more attention to driving properly and not exceeding the speed limit simply because
you don't want to give any law enforcement officers a reason to pull you over.
Sooner or later you decide that it's time to get back to your room and you do so. Pulling into the
parking lot you find that the closest available parking place is now a considerable distance from where
you were parked originally so it's more or less necessary for you to park there. Once parked you turn
off the engine, turn off the lights, and unbuckle your seatbelt. You put your keys into your purse and
get the door key out BEFORE you open the car door. Watching again for any movement or activity and
finding none you swinging the strap of your purse over your shoulder and finally open the door and exit
the vehicle in the reverse order as you had gotten into it.
Once back inside your room you can once again relax and begin to come down off of the "high" you've
just been on and begin to reflect on what's happened. You have finally made your
'début' to the world and it's something you'll look back on from this time forward.
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Comments:
Although your first experience might not be like the one described above, your emotions and feelings
will usually be very similar. You might even decide that you want to do more. That's OK and if you're
confident in what you're doing then go for it. Just make sure that any place you might select to leave
the security of your car is a safe place to do so. An example might be that you would want to get a
soft drink from an outdoor vending machine in a well lighted shopping center parking lot where they
have already closed for the night. Window shopping is another 'opportunity' and it's not
uncommon to find furniture stores with some mirrors displayed with their furniture. These are often situated in the
window so that you can see yourself as you approach - a good way to critique your walk and mannerisms
in an "out" setting. The most important consideration if you decide to get out of your car is safety.
Be aware of your surroundings before you get out and don't even think about getting out in a part of
town that has a reputation for crime and violence.
The BEST way to get out the first time is with a sister who's already bee out several times and "knows
the ropes" so to speak. In this manner you have someone to guide you, offer advice and suggestions,
critique you as you present your feminine side, and most of all be your friend.
Dixie
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